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Saturday, May 19, 2007

Updates From Sapporo!

It has been one week since arriving here in Sapporo. My team and I have adjusted to the weather and people here. We thank God for being with us here. I also thank God for healing me of my sore throat and fever.

What we have done the past week:


Saturday
Kid’s club where we played and cooked lunch (BBQ) with the children

Sunday
Church service; outing with the church’s Youth group to see some sakura; prepared hainanese chicken rice and dinner with the Youth group

Monday
Fellowship with a cell group (5 ladies in their retirement years) – went to Hira Oka Park with them where we saw even more sakura and plum. After that we had a picnic lunch with them in the park.
We cooked katsu curry for dinner
Dinner and interview with KGK director, Mr Shimada. He is the sole full time worker of IFES here in Hokkaido. He shared with us the student movement here in Japan and the challenges and struggles working here. Its sad to see that the laborers are few indeed.
After dinner, we joined the KGK meeting where about 20 university students gathered for their monthly intervarsity meeting. We had a Q&A session with them where they asked us anything about the life (and being a Christian) in Singapore and the difference between the 2 countries.

Tuesday
Conducted English lesson for where we have 3 students for the morning session and 4 students in the afternoon. Some of the students are non Christians and it is their first time coming to church. English lesson is one of the main outreaches the church uses to draw non Christians.


We took the subway to the town center, Odori. The city is very unique – the buildings are
in blocks and there is a beautiful park in the middle of town. Visited the CLC bookstore. The bookstore is a form of ministry to encourage Christians to read Christian literature and to reach out. It’s sad to hear that 2 out of 5 stores had to close due to slow economy and the lack of desire of Christians to read materials. The used to have someone to go round in a car – “mobile bookshop” but it also stopped due to lack of manpower.


At night, we visited the KGK on Hokkaido University for Bible study. There was about 15 students, with 2 non-Christians. It is interesting to note that many are seeking Christ, but not ready to commit themselves to Him. Pray that God in His time will convict their hearts.

Wednesday
English lesson in the morning.
Visited the Hokkusei University KGK. Had lunch with them and a short time of sharing and prayer for one another.

Thursday
English lesson in the morning.

During our lunch break, we headed to Sapporo University to talk to a Christian professor, Mr Mitugi. He shared that the university he works in is a non-Christian university, unlike Hokusei University. Therefore anything relating to religion is not allowed. He cannot share the gospel to his students and his only way is through being a good testimony. He hopes that students will approach him when facing problems and through this way share about Jesus Christ. There are only 7 Christians there (5 staff, 2 students). The only Christian group there is made out of 2 people – himself and a student, whom we met on our first day here. He asks us to pray that there will be a spiritual desire to pray more, to pray till there is a breakthrough in Japan.

English lesson in the afternoon. We usually teach, one to one. In the hope that we will build relationship with them and to encourage them to join us for Sunday service. The last 10 minutes, all the students will gather together, where each of us will take turns to share our personal testimony (one day, one sharing). Today was my turn. I shared Jeremiah 29:11 – about how knowing God had changed my life; that God had given me this verse and it assures me that God has my future laid ahead and that I don’t have to worry about it.

After lesson, we visited the Samaritan Home, a halfway home for alcoholics. Talked to an instructor there about the program and how they help ex-alcoholics recover. It is a non-profit organization and the board of directors are all Christians. It is another form of how Christians here are reaching out to the community. Singapore also has one – the Hiding Place, which we went last December as one of the training program under MEET.

At night, we had dinner in one of the church member’s house. We fellowshipped with a Japanese lady, Ms Tomoko. She is by profession, as nurse and is serving the Lord in China, for 11 years now, under MSI (
www.msips.org). She is fluent is Japanese, Chinese and English. This organization is a Christian organization. Volunteers go to third world countries as tent-makers, under reasons such as providing medical and community services, teaching vocational and English classes. Though they are not allowed to share the gospel (and many will not do so, so as not to risk themselves from being kicked out of the country), they spread the gospel by being a good testimony, in the hope that the people will ask them about the gospel. MSI is open for short-term trips. Those with skills can sign up and go. But it is pure voluntary work. No pay.

Friday
We visited the OMF office. The director gave us a lecture about OMF and its ministry and strategy in reaching out to the people. We met a Singaporean couple there. It is really encouraging as I met them during one of the OMF prayer meetings in Frankell Bethesda. During that prayer meeting, the couple and another 2 ladies shared their burden and why they felt God calling them to Japan. It’s really encouraging to see them taking the step of faith to come out here for 2 years. They are now taking the language course by OMF, to get to know the culture and language before being sent to other parts of Japan to serve.

Our schedule is not very tight. There is plenty of time to rest and just to get to know my team members better. Think I am eating a lot too! Cause my Team Leader is very picky about food and Shirlene eats very little. Only left me and Maureen to finish the food. And since we don’t want to waster food and to show our appreciation, the both of us would just eat lor! Got nickname – tong sampah (garbage bin!) Apparently I am the most cin-cai person when it comes to food. Haha, they say I can be a missionary since I can easily adapt to food.

Among the things that I am thinking about after talking to so many people and interacting with them:
- The gospel has been here for a few hundred years now, almost the same time as Korea. Korea has seen a tremendous growth in the number of people being saved. But Japan is still struggling to reach out and the percentage of Evangelical Christians is 0.7%. Why?
- The most common way used to reach out is to first build relationships with the Japanese. Conventionally, Christians use English lessons, various classes with the housewives. At the university level, they use Bible study. Many seekers join them and in fact, many know about Christ, but have yet given their lives to Him. It is really time-consuming and sometimes they do not bear results. But is this model of reaching out still relevant? It has been effective in the past, but will it still work? Japan has been undergoing many changes in their society, and should there be a more aggressive way of reaching out?
- What model should be adopted in reaching out? The OMF director shared his opinion. He also said that it is time for the church to truly differentiate what are the biblical church practices and what is not, what is cultural and not etc.
- I see that the Japanese are very hardworking people. Many will not have time to pray (for Christians) and to commit to as a Christian, such as attending church. How should the church reach out and make an impact here?Looking around, I think there is a need to pray for the outpouring of His Spirit here in Japan. The Christians here need to be filled with power from on high to continue in their faith and to be His testimony. The land needs the Holy Spirit, it needs a spiritual breakthrough. More prayer needed for Japan!

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

I'm mentally drained

My parents think I am stressed...more than during exam period.

Began my search for a place to stay after exams...in addition to clearing my stuff, packing, shifting and preparing for my mission trip.

For example, yesterday was the start of exco retreat. 9am left room, went to Agape Methodist for meeting till 1pm. Lunch, came back to room to shift books to NUS (and sell them BEFORE AGM). Reach there at 5.15pm, 15 minutes earlier, but no one was there (suppose to start at 5.45pm). And when the people came, they just went straight into the AGM. NO time to browse books.

K, great... after much thinking, we decided to just wait till it was over and grab hold of those leaving. Also decided to give them away free as we didn't want to have any leftovers. But in the end it turns out that even free stuff was not enough to get them to go home with a book in hand.

I left at 10pm. Thank GOd for Shawn and Sam who was with me. Didn't know what I would do without them! Reached home at 11pm. Slept 2am.

Following morning was MEET, 9am in NUS...go there again!

Sometimes, I feel unappreciated. All the effort I put in. ANd some take me forgranted. But then God reminded me that isn't that the self talking. I should put others before me. Jesus came as a servant... was just memorizing Phi 2. Think what can be a more appropriate time than this to internalize this.

And the second thing which is driving me nuts is looking for a place. I thought I had found it. After following the classifields everyday, calling endless numbers .. talking, and viewing two places ...$1100, basic furniture, direct bus to office n church, 24 hour foodcourt downstairs, owner that was willing to wait 1.5 months for me. But my friend was not comfortable with the idea of $550 every month..

And I just got back from another viewing today. To cut everything short, I'm not in a very good mood now. Property prices are shooting like nobody's business... owners who are using this to their advantage n having superior bargaining power... And to deal with agents.. And other people who are also looking for a place but have no problem with budget...
its pushing me beyond what I can handle.. plus my parents here. I appreciate them coming down but it also adds another party whom I have to please.

Was worried, stressed.. whatever. Mum reminded me that God will provide. We have someone others don't have - God with us, our God who is Jehovah Jireh. He knows I need a place. He knows I will be away to bring His gospel elsewhere. He has proven He is more than able to provide (an obvious example, MEET fund has surplus of more than 10% our original target). He has given me a hostel room to stay the whole 3 years of my uni life... which I was also quite stressed about, worried that I will not have enough points to get a room. Bu tHe gave me a place to stay and I didn't even have to move out and got my room way in the first round.

I think I am yet in another test of how much I can trust Him. Lord, teach me to surrender my everything to You and be more concern not about this earthly dwelling but the eternal one. Teach me to trust You... just as You've provided for all those who seek You first. The testimony of so many people I read, like George Muller, Hudson Taylor that is still fresh in my memory...

Sueanne, Trust in Me, says the Lord.

Yes, God, I will put my trust in You.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

I experienced a twister!

Can you believe it? A twister hit Melaka when I was back home. Yah, refer to the earlier blog.... haha.. I found out it was a TWISTER! It hit Taman Aman, exactly my taman... Canossa Convent, my secondary school... I was joking with my sis.. haha, that if I had not been such a coward, I could have gone out and peep to see the twister. Oh well... whatever.. but heh, I'm proud to say I experienced one.

From the Star Twister Hits Parts of Malacca

Man... the world climate is getting crazy.... due to us humans. Stop the pollution people... use less paper, save the tress!

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Outing

Exam is OVER! Kiss it goodbye for the time being...yeah, time being only, not forever...cos people say learning is a lifetime, and being in the accounting business, sure will have exams to come.

Anyway, spend wednesday clearing my notes. Realise that after 3 years, I have collected a lot of stuff. haha... clearing and sorting like never ending... and today is saturday, and i must say i still haven't finish :p

Thursday was spent really Ada Lum's Hitchhiker's guide to missions (in preparation for my trip), Shining Like Stars (about student ministry worldwide). Exam over, but still a lot to read. Dinner with MEET groupmates. We're excited, leaving next week! Yet at the same time , anxious, not knowing what to expect. Its gonna be a total foreign place. Living seperately from each other for a week (homestay experience, which includes cooking for our host family :S )

Friday.... long day, left my rom at 9.45am, came back at 11.45pm. Spiderman 3 at GVMax, vivocity. Place was superb. Very HUGE screen which makes things more dramatic. Sound system even made the place shook and I could feel my clothes vibrate! Movie was fantastic. I loved it. Filled with action, entertaining and to see how the characters grew.





Lunch at Food Republic...very nice set up.








After the movie, went for lunch and walk around vivo. And we visited Toysrus. I haven't been there for years! Saw rows and rows of toys. Was amazed to even see that my favourite toy....




LEGO is still in the market!










PlayDoh too! Wow...

And of course la, Barbie is still there too.

I felt that I was having flashback of my childhood. Remembering the toys we played.







The little kid in Mabel was revealed :)










Okok, I was also being a kid. We saw this huge bear-bear, almost the size of Mabel! haha... and I must hug it!











And the puppets were so cute! The lion was so adorable :)



I had a fantastic time! Because of the good company :)


Later went straight to cell group. Youwei had this funny thing that happened to him. He was approached by an agent to be a model for men's wear! k, we all had a good laugh bout it... hahahha