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Saturday, October 28, 2006

MEET

Dear God,

I just feel that I need to express my thoughts to You...
Why am I so different from others? I mean that my peers seem to have different mindsets and problems from me... I feel like I'm so contented with everything I have and all... people are like wanting to travel here and there and go for exchange (and the way they say is like they must die-die go).... my peers seem to be so ambitious in their career... when I don't even know where and what I want to do in the secular world... instead what I have in my heart is the desire to serve You... to bring Your message to the nations. Why am I like this? God, is it that Your call for me is different? Why can't I identify with my peers... for me, all their worries and desires and so forth are just like r*****h, meaning****. How am I suppose to relate if I can't identify? Instead, how come I feel for the suffering, lonely, poor and helpless?

Lord, I know You have everything laid out. I yield my thoughts, ambitions, dreams and all to You. I wanna make this life You've given worth living for... for You...

MEET progress: I'm going to JAPAN for a month! Really mind blowing... but I know God has laid it all ahead.
Been to 2 Joint Meetings now. Learnt about how God's plan was laid from the beginning of time to the end. How everything that happened was for His glory.
Today, we covered the topic of content and contextualization. How much should the gospel and missionaries adapt to the cross cultures... A speaker from OMF came to share with us his thoughts.... will post my reflections on these topic once I'm done...

My purpose of joining: Please pray along side with me....
1. To discover the call of missions
2. To sharpen my spiritual discerment
3. To know God (in a wider, global perspective) and that He may increase my faith

Please uphold all of us in prayer as we have lots to prepare and have to cope with our normal secualr job!

Another Year has gone by

Dear God,

I thank You for seeing me through these 21 years. You have been so good to me and have carried me through it all. Though at times I admit that I don't acknowledge Your presence, I know You are with me always. Who is like You, so faithful, gracious... I'm complete in You. Thank You for all You've given to me - my hope, life, family, friends, the things I have, the past, present and even the future....

As a new year unfolds, I pray that You will guide me, as You have done so in the past... especially now that I'm going into a new phase in life. Lead me in all decisions that are to be made - work, ministry, relationships. May this year also be a year of growth spiritually. As I prepare to go on the mission trip, let me sharpen my spiritual discernment and grow in my faith in Christ.

I submit myself to You. Lord, use me as Your instrument. All honor, praise and glory be unto Your name forever and forever. Amen.


Ps. Thanks to all who remembered, specially vivi, rhoda and mabel. Appreciate you gals... cheryl and anesia too!

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

How Great

Beautiful Saviour
Planet Shakers
Jesus, Beautiful Saviour,
God of all Majesty,The risen king
Lamb of God, Holy and righteous,
Blessed redeemer,Bright morning star
Pre chorus
All the heavens shout your praise,
All creation bow to worship you

Chorus
How wonderful, how beautiful,
Name above every name, exalted high
How wonderful, how beautiful,
Jesus your name, name above every name,
Jesus

Bridge
I will sing forever, Jesus I love you, Jesus I love you

Jesus, You are indeed awesome.
I really have no time these days. Am sacrificing my sleep to do my work, juggle church and CF... Why so much work? Worse, got to think about applying for jobs.
But I just wanna take this little time to update this blog of mine.... to say how good God has been. He's real. Where can you ever find a God who loves you so, so much? Who cares about you... who sustains you and carries you... ah, God, I'm speechless! I'm just filled with thanksgiving and praise.