MEET

Dear God,

I just feel that I need to express my thoughts to You...
Why am I so different from others? I mean that my peers seem to have different mindsets and problems from me... I feel like I'm so contented with everything I have and all... people are like wanting to travel here and there and go for exchange (and the way they say is like they must die-die go).... my peers seem to be so ambitious in their career... when I don't even know where and what I want to do in the secular world... instead what I have in my heart is the desire to serve You... to bring Your message to the nations. Why am I like this? God, is it that Your call for me is different? Why can't I identify with my peers... for me, all their worries and desires and so forth are just like r*****h, meaning****. How am I suppose to relate if I can't identify? Instead, how come I feel for the suffering, lonely, poor and helpless?

Lord, I know You have everything laid out. I yield my thoughts, ambitions, dreams and all to You. I wanna make this life You've given worth living for... for You...

MEET progress: I'm going to JAPAN for a month! Really mind blowing... but I know God has laid it all ahead.
Been to 2 Joint Meetings now. Learnt about how God's plan was laid from the beginning of time to the end. How everything that happened was for His glory.
Today, we covered the topic of content and contextualization. How much should the gospel and missionaries adapt to the cross cultures... A speaker from OMF came to share with us his thoughts.... will post my reflections on these topic once I'm done...

My purpose of joining: Please pray along side with me....
1. To discover the call of missions
2. To sharpen my spiritual discerment
3. To know God (in a wider, global perspective) and that He may increase my faith

Please uphold all of us in prayer as we have lots to prepare and have to cope with our normal secualr job!