my rambling

My parents are pressuring me. People are asking.

And I wonder why is it so hard to find one. Not say I don't want one, but its just that no one ever approached me. I just wonder why.... why some people go in and out of relationships like it is so easy.... why some people find theirs so early... and why some people find it hard to believe that I have never been in a relationship before.... like duh!

Sigh... waiting patiently. It aches sometime I have to admit. Not say that I never had anyone in mind before. Its just that I did not do anything about it. i guess its because I don't know what I should be about it. I really DON'T.. and it just slip pass.

May be I am not ready...sheesshh... what the heck.