Work

Its been a really boring week in office. Really. Sitting at our work bench, waiting to be assigned something to do. I find it even more tiring than when I have a deadline to met. Man, just the thought of going to work, knowing that I have nothing to do really is... hmm what can I say haha

Apparently, only a minority of people have jobs. I mean for people at the same level as me. Others are just on ad-hoc basis. Sometimes, I wonder how they allocate the jobs. First of all, I'm in the smallest group in the audit department - meaning not many big jobs. And so far, my engagements are just a couple of weeks long. The longest being 3 weeks. And I have to admit I kinda screw up one of them. tho eventually I got it right... think its because I was blur and the person didn't give a very clear instructions. Darn. And that was just for interim. I guess the AIC was horrified... I haven't been assigned for that engagment in the finals. So there goes... hope to do better in my future engagements. But how to when I have not been assigned to many jobs? Sigh, pray that God will give me more chance to learn and improve.

The worse thing is that we have to do a self-appraisal at the end of the engagement. Hate doing such things. Never like to rate myself. Feel its like blowing your own trumpet if u rate it high.

So far, am working on being a salt and light in my workplace. Find it hard to talk about religion or personal beliefs. Lunch conversations are just work, this news, that news etc... Small little matters. But am praying that doors will be open and boldness to share the love of God. Am hoping for opportunities to have lunch with people personally to build bridges and get to know them better. Guess, that's how I function.